La Musique

Friday, December 30, 2005

okay. this post shall be about CHARIS! since i asked her to write a post about me =/ so now i gotta write a post back for her. i mean like HOW RETARDED IS THAT -.-

ERRRRRRRR charis is always getting influenced by me! YESSS THEREFORE I AM INFLUENTIAL XD come, i have evidence here if u dun believe me! HAHA

charis. =D says:
you and your smileys got me into them la
DANCE says:
YAY
charis. =D says:
make me use them so often now
DANCE says:
I ROCK WHAT
DANCE says:
I AM
DANCE says:
INFLUENTIAL
charis. =D says:
hahahaha

LALA! seeeeeeeeee! EVIDENCE THERE FOR YOU XD

okay errrr charis is a good friend of mine! YEPPSSS! =D she posts posts about me! yay! cos she loves me! however...SHE IS WEIRD. HAHAHAHAHAHA okay fine. she doesnt wanna be weird. she's eccentric then! HEH.

i'd like to say THANKYOU to her for being there for me! THANKSSSSSSSSSSSS! <3

okayokayokayokayokay i dunno what to write anymore -.- okay so TOODLES!

3:34 AM

you're a fake and i'm a dope. what a perfect spoiler.

3:23 AM

When I'm Gone

[Introduction]
Yeah...
It's my life...
My own words I guess...

[Verse 1]
Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'em
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you to spite you?
What happens when you become the main source of a pain?
"Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane
"Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?"
I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy
Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gonna write itself
I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself
Then turn right around on that song and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her
That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy
Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby...

[Chorus]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back...

[Verse 2]
I keep having this dream, I'm pushin' Hailie on the swing
She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing
"You're making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy crying?"
Baby, Daddy ain't leaving no more, "Daddy you're lying
"You always say that, you always say this is the last time
"But you ain't leaving no more, Daddy you're mine"
She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
"Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy - no stop it!"
Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
It's got a picture, "this'll keep you safe Daddy, take it withcha'"
I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
These fuckin' walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em
They're saying "You've got one more chance to do right" - and it's tonight
Now go out there and show that you love 'em before it's too late
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
It's turns to a stage, they're gone, and this spotlight is on
And I'm singing...

[Chorus]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back...

[Verse 3]
Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat
The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet
I take a bow and thank you all for coming out
They're screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing
"Daddy it's me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleeding,"
But baby we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?
"I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin'
"You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mommy sad
"And I bought you this coin, it says 'Number One Dad'
"That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin
"I get the point - fine, me and Mommy are going"
But baby wait, "it's too late Dad, you made the choice
"Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us"
That's what they want, they want you Marshall, they keep.. screamin' your name
It's no wonder you can't go to sleep, just take another pill
Yeah, I bet you you will. You rap about it, yeah, word, k-keep it real
I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see
How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me
I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it
Put it to my brain and scream "die Shady" and pop it
The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin'
It's Spring and Hailie's outside swinging, I walk right up to Kim and kiss her
Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister
Almost as if to say..

[Chorus/Outro]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back...

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omg. this song is so freaking sad =( but i like it. haha i was watching mtv and tada! they showed it and i sorta liked it x)

3:10 AM

Thursday, December 29, 2005

darn my speakers. its like i just touch that thingy below my computer which erm give that bass thingy? okay whatever but its part of my whole speaker system and THE WHOLE THING JUST MAKES THIS LOUD FUNNY WEIRD SOUND AND ITS FREAKING IRRITATING! i like wanted to shift the wire cos i thought that was the problem but errr i cant even touch it now cos it'll make that damn sound again and im afraid i'll get electrocuted or something =/ hahaha anywayyy i think i shall do something about it SOON cos its really irritating and its getting my nerves! GRAH! not to mention, i have two speakers on both sides of my flat screen and ONE SPOILT OR SOMETHING. WTH. ITS SO PISSIFYING. grrrrrrrrrrr!

im leaving for malaysia on friday! =) RAWR I CANT BELIEVE IT. ITS LIKE GOING TO BE FULL-TIME SWIMMING MAN! AND THATS FOR MAKING UP FOR NOT GOING SWIMMING FOR SUCHA BLOODY LONG TIME! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAH I AM SOOOOOOO DARNNNN EXCITED XD but i have a feeling its still gonna be boring =/ and i may be the only one swimming =( BOOHOO. I WANT MY BRO TO SWIM WITH ME. but he like doesnt have any swimming trunks or whatever swimming thingy and he COMPLAINS TO MY MOM and then my mom will be like okay lets go and buy and he wont want to go and buy. LIKE WTH ?! -.- nvm. i hope my little cousin will be swimming! x) then can swim with him. HAHAHA SO CUTEEEEE! lalalala he's like on my phone wallpaper! XD

charis asked me to post this post =/ but err apparently she went offline cos i went to supposedly watch my show but then i realised that my show was over =( so i came back to the comp hahaha and then i left again to watch yet ANOTHER show but then err my attic scv or whatever u call that thing doesnt have that channel so i went to bathe. and when i came back she was GONE! and now i owe her a post on HER because she posted on ME =D hahahahahahahah go to her blog for more details! LALALA. she's on my links list! =D

I CANT WAIT FOR 9!!! MY SHOW MY SHOW! AHHHHHHHHHH!!

ohoh! i have something cool to say! LALA okay not exactly cool but i found it cool =) i set my hp alarm at 0420 in the morning today cos i wanted to finish my math hw but i decided to sleep first and i din wanna feel guilty when my tuition teacher comes in the afternoon so YEAH! hahaha then it rang at 0420 and i sorta woke up and err i dunno what i did. then i WENT BACK TO SLEEP! =( then it rang again! at like 0440! and then i was errr not so blur! AND I WOKE UP MAN! OMG ITS SUCHA MIRACLE LAH. last time i cldnt wake up when alarms rang! =/ now i can. HAHAHAHA then i did my work until like 0520! AND THEN I WENT BACK TO SLEEP XD hahahaha i was much more productive though! cos there was like no one distracting me x) YEAHHH!!! heh!

i feel like having someone staying over at my place! WHO WANTS TO STAYOVER XD hahahahahahahahahahaha IM SERIOUS LEH. but then. please come in the evening cos i wanna do my essay in the afternoon! XD i think i wont be able to finish my essay by thurs. cos im bound to slack and procrastinate and all! i think im gonna wake up in the night today AGAIN =D to finish my last piece of math hw! HAHAHAHA. then im gonna work on my essay in the afternoon! errr no. night. cos i have tuition in the afternoon =)

liangpei asked me what to post -.- errr like JUST POST?!?! hahahahahahaha maybe her life's not interesting enough =D thats why she doesnt know what to post! HAHAHAHAHAAH she was going hysterical when 5.30 came. cos she can finally go home! HAHA.

oh yah. i said that i wld blog something about my brother in the shower a few posts back right! hahah okie ima going to blog about it now! haha i was feeling a little retarded that day lah =/ so err i went to the bathroom door and sorta told him that im going to take a coin and open his door =/ ahaha and HE DIN HAVE ANY REACTION COS HE DIN HEAR. then i went down to take some food and passed by the bathroom door and shouted again that i had the coin and err HE DIN REPLY AGAIN! so i cldnt be bothered =/ HAHAH aiya i was feeling a little retarded lah. i know its not all that amusing but err WHATEVERRRRRRRRRRR! hahhahh cos he's always doing that to me SO I WAS FEELING EVIL THAT DAY AND I WANTED TO LIKE BULLY HIM FOR ONCE XD but too bad for me lah. he din hear =(

im currently addicted to YOU FOUND ME by kelly clarkson x)

10:58 AM

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

i told you to let go of whatever cards you had. you just wouldn't. look, now you've lost.

and we're back to square one. =)

8:46 AM

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

hello i am back =) hahahaha nahh i am feeling bored so i decided to blog =)

lalala im feeling guilty now that i din really do alot when i was supposedly supposed to do my math hw just now =/ oops >< but nvm. i am determined to finish it tml =)

and msn just screwed up on me. i cant send messages out wth. its always happening when im not supposed to be online. why? i dunno either and im not feeling too good now either. and it has to happen. wth. i am feeling so cheesed off.

grah whatever i dun feel like blogging anymore. nights.

6:13 PM

i saw a pair of white addidas shoes and i was like !@#$% cos i bought my nike one. and i wanted a white addidas one before i bought my nike one and cldnt find any. and then i took it up and i realised that it was relatively long and i din feel anything for it anymore =) WHAHA i still prefer my nike. LALALA at least it's better than my current one-year-old stupid raggy ugly nike one. the new one is WHITE! lala not grey x) too much walking around the school, i guess. =/

i dream alot =/ yes, i do! err i dunno. i dreamt extraordinarily alot yesterday. more than usual. hahahahaha and i cld roughly remember at this point of time and now i cant remember anymore -.- wth. nevermind. and i remembered what i wanted to type in the last post when i woke up and now i forgot too. WTH i am cheesed. nvm. =)

and i just realised that i scratched myself unknowingly. grahhh i din realise until i moved my hand and i was like ehhh why so pain. then i looked down and TADA there was this darn scratch mark. and it still hurts -.- i'd rather not know that i did scratch myself and not feel the pain man. DAMN =( now i pity those i've scratched before including, my brother, lianghui, eugena and err I DUNNO. did i scratch bianca=/ oh yes. CHARIS! AHAHAHAHAHA and then mr han came up to me and eugena and asked us what we did to her. no lah we were just playing lor hek =)

hahahahaha we're not getting mr han as form teacher next year. oh shucks. talking about school, i stil havent finished my school work. DAMMIT LAH. now im not gonna use the computer at night until nine when my show starts cos i wanna finish my err math hw BY TODAY OR TOMORROW AND START ON THE BLOODY COMMONWEALTH ESSAY WHICH OUR STUPID FREAKING SCHOOL FORCES US TO DO WHEN ITS NOT COMPULSORY. and then im gonna feel so accomplished that i've finished all my hw and i wont be like worrying over it in johor =) and i can have a whale of a time swimming my life away. LALA! i think im still a bit hyper =/ energy left from yesterday cos my brother forced me to sleep -.- i wanted to talk okay! but i din dare to ask =/ boo. i'd have asked if someone din lose their sim card. poo. =(

okay fine im back from dinner and im still touching the computer =( boohoo! nevermind. i hate it when i start doing my homework. cos whatever table im using will always end up a disaster. it'll be like paper strewn all over the place but HEY LOOK! IM TRYING TO KEEP IT AS ORGANISED OKAY BUT IT JUST WONT WORK =( okie. blog later =) i've got lots to blog about. including my brother in the shower. WHAHAHAHAHAH

12:39 PM

Monday, December 26, 2005

OMG I AM SUPER HYPER NOW IM GOING TO TYPE IN CAPS FOR THE REST OF THE POST. I THINK. =D HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

OKAY THIS STUPID HYPERNESS (NOT LIKE IT DOESNT HAPPEN EVERYDAY) STARTED WHEN MY BROTHER WANTED A FERRERO ROCHER IN EXCHANGE FOR ONE PATHETIC AFTER EIGHT. AND HE TOOK BLOODY ALOT FROM ME ALREADY OKAY. I THINK A DOZEN! AND I ONLY HAD A PATHETIC FEW IN RETURN AND IM SUPER HUNGRY FOR CHOCOLATES SO I THEREFORE SAID NO XD AND THEN HE SAID, "IM GOING TO HUG YOU." AND HE DID. RIGHT -.- AND THEN I STRUGGLED AND STRUGGLED AND ATTEMPTED TO NAIL HIM BUT I CLDNT BECAUSE MY HANDS WERE STUCK! GRAHHH SO I SAID, "OKAYOKAYOKAYOKAY I GIVE YOU." AND THEN HE LET GO =D BUT SMART ME KNEW WHAT TO DO NEXT. HE ASKED, "GIVE IT TO ME LAH." (OKAY MAYBE THAT WASNT EXACTLY ASKING=/) AND THEN I SAID, "LIKE REAL." LALALA! OKAY ALL THE LAUGHING BEGAN WHEN HE WAS HUGGING ME AND I WAS STRUGGLING AND I WAS PUTTING LIANGHUI ON HOLD BECAUSE MY BROTHER WAS MAKING A DIN BUT I BET SHE HEARD THE COMMOTION COS IT WAS REALLY LOUD AND I KNOW COS MY MOM CAME TO THE COMPUTER ROOM TO ASK US TO SLEEP AT 2 AND THEN ERR SHE SAID, "PAPA ASKED WHY ITS SO NOISY." AND TADA! EVIDENCE =) HAHAHAHA!

OH AND THEN THERE WAS MINESWEEPER FLAGS AND HEXIC. STUPID MSN GAMES COS MY COUSIN WAS BORED -.- I HAD TO FREAKING ENTERTAIN HER LAH! AND I THRASHED HER MAN. IN MINESWEEPER FLAGS =D YES, I KNOW I ROCK. DUN NEED TO TELL ME. HAHAHAHA! THEN AFTER THAT SHE WANTED TO PLAY HEXIC COS SHE WAS FEELING ZIBEI ALREADY. HAHA! SO I SAID OKAY. THEN I WAS LIKE DILLY DALLYING AND TALKING TO MY BROTHER AND PEEKING AT HIS CONVERSATIONS AND BLAHBLAH AND NOT CONCENTRATING ON MAKING STARS AND SHE WAS THRASHING ME! BUT I DIN CARE ANYMORE XD I WAS KINDA BORED OF THE GAME ALREADY. AND MY STUPID DARN BROTHER KILLED SO MANY OF MY BABIES! =(( MY POOR LITTLE BABY STARS YOU KNOWWW!! THEY ARE SUPER DUPER PRECIOUS OKAY! OKAY NEVERMIND. THEN LATER SHE DIED. HAHAHHAHA! AND THEREFORE I WON ALTHOUGH SHE WAS THRASHING ME =D AND SHE DIN WANNA ADMIT THEN I WAS LIKE OKAY LOR. THEN SHE SAID, "TOO BAD." THEN I SAID, " YOU TOO BADD-ING YOURSELF ARH?" HAHA! THEN I SAID, "SLOW AND STEADY DOES IT =D" LALALALA! AND THEN I SWITCHED BACK TO MY COMP COS I HAD ENOUGH OF PLAYING STUPID MSN GAMES AND I WANTED TO CHAT XD LALA!

ARE YOU GOING BLIND FROM THE CAPS? =/ OOPS! HAHAHAHAHAHA BUT SORRY I REALLY NEEDA RELEASE ALL THIS EXTRA ENERGY! YOU KNOW... HAHAHAHA OKAY I DUN THINK IM MAKING ANY REAL SENSE BUT ERR WHATEVER I DUN GIVE IT A DAMN XD

I WANNA LEARN FENCING WITH MY BRO AND DORISSSS!!!! I WANT I WANT I WANTTTTTTTTT! I WANNA POKE MY BROTHER XD I BET HE WILL POKE ME BACK LOR WTH -.- AND TONS MORE TIMES. DARE TO BET. I BET 50 WITH YOU. =D COME LOOK FOR ME ONLINE IF U WANNA BET K! OR TAG AT MY BOARD TO LET ME KNOW YOU WANT A DEAL WITH ME =D HAHAHAHA!

AND NOW ITS 0205 H AND WE ARENT SLEEPING AND MY FATHER AINT SLEEPING BUT HE'S NOT NAGGY LIKE MY MOM (OKAY SHUCKS SHE BETTER NOT SEE THIS OR I'LL DIE UNDER HER CLAWS!)

okayokay enough of caps =) but err im not blogging anymore! ohoh wait. got one more thing to blog =)

THAT STUPID WONG OF A LIANGHUI SAID THAT HER LATEST POST IS LONG -.- WTH. WANNA COMPARE WITH ME? COME LAH! IMA NOT SCARED OF HER XD WHAHAHAHA AFTERALL, I STILL HAVE MY NAILS. =) -brandishes nails-

LALALALA okay that was crap =/ kk TOODLES DEARIES!

wait wait. i wanna add something else. BUT WTH SHUCKS I FORGOT WHAT IT IS -.- DOTDOTDOTDOTDOT!!! anyway, i simmered down on the hyperness already x) and i forgot what i wanted to add! SHUCKS =( oh anyway, i changed the ferrero thingy cos...I WANTED TO ADD SOMETHING AND NOW I FORGOT. SO NEVERMIND. I SHALL CHANGE IT FIRST AND COME BACK TO POST WHEN I REMEMBER. BUT I DOUBT I WILL =(

TILL THEN POOPS!

6:07 PM

Sunday, December 25, 2005

HOHOHO! ITS CHRISTMAS! MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE OUT THERE! XD

oh and i think this is so cool! i currently have 25 posts(including this current one im typing) and its the 25TH DECEMBER today! =D hahahahahaha! okay i just found that amusing =/ OHWELL!

had a christmas eve dinner at my aunt's house YESTERDAY =) omg my 3 year old, going on to four in errr 5 days cousin IS SO CUTE LAHH!! he's soooooo adorableeee!!! i was like holding his soft toy and he said, "mine!" and then i took another one and he suddenly "pounced" on me and snatched it away and said, "I GOT TWO NOW!" i was soooo dammit bloody amused lah! HAHAHAHA

oh and then we played monopoly =) heyheyheyhey i know lot of you wont believe this but ITS MY FIRST TIME PLAYING! LALALALA! and ima pro noob okay! hahahahaha i came in second! my brother was first -.- as usual. but NEVERMIND. its an encouragement already that im the second richest okayyy! and its like my FIRST time playing! =))) HAHAHA what an accomplishment! my two other cousins went bankrupt x) HAHAHA!

i kept on building houses and then a hotel! AND THEY KEPT LANDING THERE OKAY! they had to pay 1100 to me cos it was a hotel already! WHAHAHAHA! in the beginning, my luck was really down and i kept landing on their houses but NEVERMIND it picked up! x) and ima HAPPY now! HAHAHAH! i landed on my stupid brother's mayfair once and i had to pay him a freaking $600 okay. fortunately that was when my luck picked up and i had money on my hands! XD hahahaha! MY TRAFULGAR SQUARE ROCKS OKAYYYY! WOOTS!

and my errr 9 year old cousing, if im not wrong =/, KEPT ON LAUGHING LAH. cos he was like going bankrupt already. and he INSISTED on having one dollar notes to make him look richer and he was like showing off his one dollar notes and saying, "SEE IM RICH IM RICH!" and i was laughing like CRAP okay! and then my 12 year old cousin. she was like hiding money everywhere lah! under the board, under her present, EVERWHERE! and then she initially saved 600 bucks in case she landed on my brother's mayfair BUT she still had to take it out and pay me COSSSSSS she landed on my house! luckily there were only three houses then lah! HAHAHAHA damn funny. not to mention stupid. but i had fun all the same! =)

OHOH. BACK TO MY THAT 3 YEAR OLD COUSIN. cos my maid was like asking him to go and strangle me or whatsoever AND HE REALLY DID! but not literally STRANGLE. it was FREAKING TICKLISH INSTEAD LAH. =/ hahahahaha and then he kissed me a couple of times! so sweeeet! =D hahahaha he's damn cute lah! but he's kinda pervertic. he like pretty gals =/ hahahahahahaha! LALALALA XD

ohoh! and my that 9 year old cousin baked BROWNIES! and he's a guy okay! it was quite yummy leh! =) HAHA pro for a guy! HAHAHA i dunno why he suddenly become so drama-papa =/ LALALA! im not sure if he goes for drama lessons or what but err whatever! hahaha

there's like turkey at home! =) ITS YUMMY! I WANNA EAT MORE TOMORROW XD hahahaha! im feeling like a GLOB! i think i am. but i cant seem to grow fat =/ high metabolic rate! BUT HEYYY I WANNA GROW FATTER BY A BIT =( grahhh NEVERMINDDD!

and my maternal side cousin is now pestering me cos she's bored! so i shall go entertain her! COS SHE'S GETTING NOISY! =/ hahaha

TILL THEN! =)

5:08 PM

Saturday, December 24, 2005

grahhh im in this really DRAGGY and bummy mood =/ im kinda used to boredom by now. hahaha. so it doesnt really affect me this much but its the darn mood! I HATE IT. =(

had bailaoshi's lesson again today. and its gonna be the last, i think =( im kinda sad actually cos err he's really good and i want more of his lessons! HOPEFULLY the school will hire him again for more lessons! i wanna improve OKAY. ohwell =( some things cant be changed anyway and we just gotta accept it! LALA

we dance hudie a few times today. i know i din dance very well cos i wasnt really concentrating. =( i dunno why either! i just felt like my legs were errr jelly and there wasnt much energy left so i din dance properly. =/ anyway, we got our leotards today and all the costume. the stupid buckle from the coloured skirt dropped off when i just asked my maid to tailor it like on the previous dance session. BLOODY HELL LAH. i was so cheesed. and now i gotta bring it back home. GRAHH nevermind. no biggie.

and there are like not enough skirts and leotards for everyone dancing. missing three for the white skirt and leotard i think. =/ then whats gonna happen to those who dun have them! so poor thing!

stupid neopets. i cant believe im playing it to kill boredom okay. but it kinda works =/ and some games get me all anxious and worked up cos its so irritating! but whatever. im like trying to upgrade our bank account to the 500k one -.- retarded. i dunno where i got that from but it just came to me! =/

i think this word is so cool lah! HOKAY. its like MY SURNAME IS COMBINED WITH OKAY. WHAHAHAHA =D hokayhokayhokay =) LALALA

okie i think i wanna go to bed already. feeling kinda sleep and sleezy and lazy today =( NIGHTTT!

TOOOOOOOOOOODLESSSSSS

5:43 PM

Thursday, December 22, 2005

shit. i just realised that my phone bill will be coming tomorrow =( IM SO DEAD. wish me the best of luck =)

click here! ITS REALLY SUPERB OKAY XD just click it and watch it and you'll know what i mean =)

1:03 PM

...stupid wongliangpei. KEITA IS NOT UR BOYFRIEND LAHHHH HE'S MINE! =D hahahahah! i dun even think he'll want to marry you =) LALALALA i actually wanted to copy and paste our conv here! BUT I CLOSED IT . damn! =( but nevermind! there'll definitely be another one like that =) just like those testimonials. HAHAHAHA amusing, really.

i think im going to her house on... saturday! =) christmas eve! heh. she wanted me to stayover but im dammit sure my father wont allow. so TOO BAD. i know she'll miss me. HAHAHAHAHAH! wonglianghui its a SATURDAY not a SUNDAY -.- even ur sis says that you dunno how to count.

lala! i am bored =( you know there's this certain chewing gum from korea which is nicer than those normal kind of chewing gum which makes u puke after it loses its taste. therefore this chewing gum is nicer! its actually my brother's but errr.. i stole A COUPLE. lalala! ;) nahhh he doesnt mind, HE'S NOT THAT PETTY!

ima leaving on the 30th after full-dress rehearsal for johor. cos we're going there to celebrate out grandma's bday. dun ask me why. my uncle decided on it -.- ANYWAY i dun really mind cos i get to swim! =))) like FINALLY. omg i've been waiting long for it lah. hopefully it doesnt rain. if it does i'll cry ="(

i did some stupid lame idiotic unaccurate iq quiz yesterday night. nono. this morning at like 2 plus am. they said that my mathemathical intelligence: genius. LIKE REAL LAH PLEASE! and my verbal intelligence: exceptional. LALALALA! XD i feel so... ego now. HAHAHAHA but its really crap lah. ohwell!

EHHHHHH what does everyone think of my inner ahlian potential! CAN I BE AN AHLIAN ANOT! hahahaha! but i really cant stand KEKEXZX.. its like !@#$% what kind of laughter is that -.-

okie. TILL THEN!

9:56 AM

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

i find the way ahlian's talk really amusing and therefore i have decided to be an ahlian for one day x) LALA FOR ENTERTAINMENT =) lets see if i have the inner potential of being one =D

WoRXxZxZz mIeE LuRfEsXz tALkiNg TiSH wAy nEH.. s0 C0ol wOrZXzX! kEkEXXzZ sHO fArNiE. MiEe t00K a bL0oDey FiVee mInUteXzxZZ t0O TyPeE TiSh W0RzXzZ!! mUsHH aPpReCiAtE H0RzXzX!

bloody hell. that itself took me ten minutes to type. i wonder how they type like that for like one whole testimonial or an msn conversation. perhaps they take 10 minutes to reply? or are they like used to it? OKAY WHATEVER. jasmina still owes me my crutch x) HAHAHAH

6:18 PM

Sunday, December 18, 2005

me, bianca and eugena went to ps today to discuss OM. met at starbucks x) LALALALA! we missed our movie =( ME AND EUGENA WERE SO DARN SAD LAH ="( i wanted to watch hp again! AND NOW IM SAD =( sighhhh!!! stupid lunch. now im broke -.- ahh nevermind. cher jas and trish owe me money XD HAHAHAH! so im not that broke anyway.

my mom was chiding me for not bucking up for sec 2 just now when i was in the dining room -.- i finished drinking the-whatever-drink-she-asked-me-to-drink and i hurried upstairs to the computer room x) so i din have to get reprimanded by her about me not putting away at least 2 hours for studying -.- like wth?! ...its the holidays. ahh nevermind!

anyway! nana and i accompanied caca for two bus stops. we got off at the cine bus stop. and we were like praying fervently that cine was still showing hp AND THEY WERENT. i was so super cheesed off lah. eugena too. haha then she was saying that maybe shaw centre is still showing it. so we walked all the way there just to realise that we missed it -.- and it got me even more pissed. BAHHHHH!!

nevermind. hopefully i can go out on monday too =/ im not sure if my mom will let me go out. i've been taking lotsa money from her this month. plus my new clothes. OHWELL! but she has given me a great deal more of freedom =) so im pleased. HEH!

i seriously think OM is dying. x( im even feeling sad for it lah. WHEN IS CHER JAS AND TRISH COMING BACK?! BAHHHHHHHHHHH!! please come back soon XD hehh!

ima going for nutcracker later but err im going for some housewarming thingy first. then nutcracker. my aunt's mother-in-law. YEPPS! she just renovated her house so she invited us over. i initially wanted to swim but aiya no one's swimming with me so i abandoned that idea. IF I FREAKING SEE MY COUSINS SWIMMING IM GONNA SCREAM. nahh joking. i'll just feel....JEALOUS =) hahahaha i haven't swam for eons and I REALLY REALLY REALLY FEEL LIKE DOING SO! =( i was supposed to go swimming with my mom like one week ago AND SHE FORGOT TO WAKE ME UP. wth -.-

RAWR as you can see, EUGENA TAY is FINALLY back in spore. after ONE WHOLE MONTH in australia with her sis -.- now we can FINALLY go out with her XD stupid nana come back so late. TSK HER!

7:13 AM

Saturday, December 17, 2005

sorry to those who talked to me in the afternoon and i wasn't in a really good mood =/ anyway i shall reply tags first! then talk about the day =) oh and dun mind, that post below is not about me but err i felt the pain when it happened to my friend so yeahh! i had to post about it =) tags!

suwan: heyy! yeah, i will control! and not use it next time. haha. nahh you din sound fierce.

trish: OMG!! you're still overseas? hahaha you miss the weather? ARE YOU JEALOUS XD hahaha come back soon! we're all missing you! (OM's missing you too. HAHA)

chit: YOU LAME POK! pat me for what! hahaha yeah that uhahh guy is from hci.

bianca: you have missed so many ko-ing dance sessions! OHMAN SO SAD LAH! haha they helped! and im bored too =/ but not so bored now. LALA

uhahh: you dun come and teach me the wrong stuff okay! IM STILL PURE AND INNOCENT XD hahahah! lalalala!


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okay done with tags! now back to MY LIFE! =) had dance today. seniors came back to help us with hudie again. yepps! and i sorta got stressed out =/ cos i know that im not really good at ganjue and stuff. ohwell! i shall train!

and i can feel the pressure from all the unfinished hw breathing up my neck. its like getting to my neck already lah! and now im in a really hardworking mood. but i was really really really damn damn damn stressed just now therefore my bad mood =( ahhh nevermind. its almost gone now anyway.

oh and my grandfather just had an operation. he has to insert a pacemaker. i just came back from the hospital. i went to visit him! he looked kinda sick and sleepy but all in all he was fine! cos he laughed =) i was kinda worried at first. but err yeahh he's fine lah. he'll be discharged tml =)

i dun really like people who say things outta their mouth like saying that they'll always be there for me, and they're not always there. i know i hide lotsa stuff to myself. i really do appreciate ur concern for me but err just make sure that u mean what you say =) YEPPS! no offence!

i miss you

11:09 AM

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

i initially wanted to post a happy post today but something really disturbing has happened. and it totally ruined my mood.

its really amusing how some people appear to be ur friend on the surface and the next moment, they're gossipping behind your back. i find them really contradictary, not to mention interesting, no? and the fact that you thought they were your friend just hurts more. at least if he/she were ur enemy, then it'd not be too much of a surprise. but word gets around, and such things still do happen.

and then u feel disappointment. you try to ignore it, but you just cant seem to do so. so i guess what you think about urself never really matters, cos at the end of the day, what others think of you is still more important. people give in to rumours too easily, especially if they don't know that person personally.

you feel like crying, but you can't control your tears. they just flow outta ur eye sockets like nobody's fking business. and then you think, why am i crying/tearing for them? they aren't even worth my tears. they are just fking bastards who din treasure friendship, no?

i'd sincerely like to be their students you know. if this ever happened to me, i'd want to learn how to hurt them like they did. i know it's all devil-ish and childish and immature but HEY WHATEVER OKAY? not like im immune to pain and hurt. im a living being. i still have emotions.

i wonder when the world will be rid of such bitches. i guess never.

1:42 PM

had dance today =) seniors came down to watch us. hudie got me into this reallyreallyreally dancy and ganjue-ey mood lah! hahahaha anywayy! the seniors helped LOTSS! this is like i think the first time i really smiled during practice from my heart and through the WHOLE dance! i feel so accomplished! x) and it was a lot more tiring than how i usually dance =/

damn. im feeling so critical today =( SUPER DUPER CRITICAL. usually im very critical already. i think im like worse today =/ OOPS! >< lalalala! howwww! i dunno either =(

i hate getting stuck in this hse =( luckily im like going out later =) WHEEE! okay i think i shall post later =) if i feel like =P

TOODLES.

7:02 AM

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Story Of A Girl

This is the story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looks so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her
When she smiles

How many days in a year
She woke up with hope but she only found tears?
I can be so insincere
Making the promises never for real
As long as she stands there waiting
Wearing the holes in the souls of her shoes
How many days disappear?
You look in the mirror so how do you choose?

And the clothes that you wear
Look swell the next day
Your hair never falls in quite the same way
You never seem to run out of things to say

This is the story of a girl
And while she looks so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her
When she smiles

How many lovers would stay?
Just to put up with this shit day after day
How did we wind up this way?
Watching our mouths for the words that we say
As long as we stand here waiting
Wearing the clothes on the souls of our shoes
How do we get there today?
When we're walking too far for the price of her shoes

And the clothes that you wear
Look swell the next day
Your hair never falls in quite the same way
You never seem to run out of things to say

This is the story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looks so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her
When she smiles

And the clothes that you wear
Look swell the next day
Your hair never falls in quite the same way
You never seem to run out of things to say

This is the story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looks so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her

This is the story of a girl
Her pretty face she hid from the world
And while she looks so sad and lonely there
I absolutely love her

This is the story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looks so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her
When she smiles
When she smiles!

6:53 AM

there's something wrong with me =(

im like not tagging at blogs anymore.
i dun feel like blogging either.

i think im just over the blogging thing =/ whaha. actually it doesnt matter anyway. cos nothing interesting has happened =(

6:32 AM

Sunday, December 11, 2005

Just The Girl

She's cold and she's cruel
But she knows what she's doin'
She pushed me in the pool
At our last school reunion
She laughs at my dreams
But I dream about her laughter
Strange as it seems
She's the one I'm after

[Chorus:]
Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for

She can't keep a secret
For more than an hour
She runs on 100 proof attitude power
And the more she ignores me
The more I adore her
What can I do?
I'd do anything for her

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for

And when she sees it's me
On her caller ID
She won't pick up the phone
She'd rather be alone
But I can't give up just yet
Cause every word she's ever said
Is still ringin' in my head
Still ringin' in my head

She's cold and she's cruel
But she knows what she's doin'
Knows just what to say
So my whole day is ruined

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
Oh, I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for
Just the girl I'm lookin' for

I'm lookin' for
I'm lookin' for
I'm lookin' for
Just the girl I'm lookin' for

2:46 PM

wth...king kong is nc16 !@#$% not fair =( i wanna watch! heh. i go and watch with my bro then he can go and buy the tickets x) WHAHA. okay that was random

had ballet today. tiring =( and i today's the last lesson for the year wth?! we have so little time left till exam? i dun feel like taking my ballet exam =( GRAHHHH!

i feel like going to www =) but i dun think my mom, not to mention my father, will let me go after that escape incident =( i know its not linked to www but errr i still have this feeling she wont let me go lah.

i feel like using my first blogskin again. i still like it the best =) doris made it! x) heh. she's making a new one for me when she comes back to singapore (i think so...) ! WHEE! I'm bored of my current one already =/ i still prefer a personalised one. =) heh heh heh!

ahh okay i dun feel like blogging. i shall blog tml or when i feel like lah.

p.s. EUGENA'S COMING BACK EITHER TODAY OR TOMORROW =D i dun even know if she's back yet =/ oops! ><

2:38 PM

Friday, December 09, 2005

haha i went out with jas, charis and trish today =) im kinda surprised my mom let me out. WHAHA! and i din really do any summary for her okay =/ i just err went to my room and started trying to concentrate doing it. and then before i went to bed she praised me! WHAHAHAHA okay shucks i shld stop using all these methods =( -points accusingly at lh- HAHA no lah x)

anyway, we went to watch stupid chicken little cos hp's screening was so darn late! =((( I WANTED TO WATCH IT AND THE DARN POSTER WAS TEMPTING ME WTS! ... ugh nevermind. chicken little is sucha stupid show lah. jasmine your great idea! -.- she was like bugging us (okay rather me) to watch the stupid show. GRAH!

haha the screen screwed up halfway when they were playing the adverts but the people got it up again! and there were a few people like screaming and charis was irritated by them but err charis i think they were just trying to get the attention of the people in the room to fix the thingy? HAHA! =D ima positive!

lala i bought my wallet =) but it wasnt the original one i wanted to buy. HAHA i had second thoughts about it and err i had a hard time choosing =/ there were so many i liked! and i've suddenly taking a liking to polka dots! I HAVE LIKE NO IDEA WHY?!?! okay maybe not for everything =/ i have a feeling im gonna change wallet soon again. SIGHHH!

jas trish and charis made me feel broke =( i shall carry on thinking that im not cos they still owe me money! THEREFORE IM STILL THE RICHEST =D whaha okay shit im getting ego again. =/ jas will scold me! ="(

there's dance tml. im dancing hudie! like FINALLY a dance i like?! grahh! okay fine lotsa people say i shld be happy with my sanrenwu part in chunjiang but HEY LOOK that dance is boring. okay fine. RELATIVELY BORING and i never really wanted to get into it okay. i wanted to dance qianhong and hudie and laoshi had to put me in chunjiang cos of my tui. and she din let me dance either of them later on cos she said that i needed to lian my tui but UGH nevermind since i get to dance at least hudie now. =( i still wanna dance qianhong though. it looks so fun ="( GRAHH okay i shld stop talking about this =( its making me sad!

ohoh! i finished reading my "secrets" book and it's nice and touching! i cried abit! =( but its a happy ending so lianghui you can borrow it and read it. but err. spare me ur tears okay? = P

LIANGHUI'S COMING BACK TOMORROW AND __'S THRILLED!

p.s. LH! what i typed in caps is TRUE okay =D cos __ told me! WHAHAHAAHAH! okayokay i shall tell you the whole story when you're back x) lala okay maybe i shld slash this out so its not so easy to read XD i am nice!

p.p.s my cousin just came online and i wanted to go off =/

5:04 PM

Thursday, December 08, 2005

okay this post is for bianca =) details here my dear girl:

- we're most probably meeting up at about 11 plus? to catch a movie! =D
- after the movie, we're gonna go shopping! WOOOO
- err then after that i dunno =/

HAHAHA okay that was so crap but err yeah! nothing much about details what! oh yah. erm jas, cher, trish, charis and me are going. but im not sure about me YET. i havent asked yet =/

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WHO HAS "JUST THE GIRL" BY THE CLICK FIVE?! can please send to me! PLEASEEEE! =D heh thanks!

6:56 AM

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

lala i just came back =) oh and i seriously hate those people who go around asking for donations and you dunno-if-they-are-real-or-fake kind. and they just keep bugging you. we had like so many in a row okay. and it kinda got up my nerves and i just walked past the last one who approached us. err sorry but yeah im kinda irritated already. im feeling bad cos if they ARE real, then =/ but i din have any small change. all i had was that big note in my wallet. i used up like all my small change already lah! ><

anyway, i saw this nice roxy wallet =) i wanted to buy it! but i decided not to. ima gonna definitely buy it if im like allowed to go out this thurs =/ or perhaps next week if i cant go out this thurs =( i have decided to be super hardworking and do lots of assessment and homework and summaries to please my mom so that she will let me out =D YAYEEE okay it may not work but err its worth a try! =D no harm to me anyway =)

we watched aeon flux. it's damnnnnn action-packed and the speakers were so dammit loud okay im telling you. i got a shock when it just suddenly blasted and i sorta jumped =/ HAHAHA but the show was kinda nice. although the plot is not very easy to understand but i, THE GREAT(whahaha), managed to understand =)

and i have no idea why i had no appetite today =/ i just din feel like eating?! so i din really eat much >< LALALA.

haha then amanda suggested going to the arcade in cine. and so we went and we played the racing game and i LOST -.- and we played the err aiya i dunno what its called lah. but me and amanda played against linda and ger and we lost =.= GRAHHH! why do i keep losing today?!?! =(( not fair okay!

oh and im going swimming tomorrow! LIKE FINALLY?!?! i havent swam for MONTHS. =/ and i've been craving to do so. okay fine, if u count the www trip then perhaps one month lah. but i dun really count that in =)

haha caca's coming back in...TWO DAYS! =D hopefully she's able to come on thurs (maybe i shld speak for myself too =/ ) ! HAHAHA i feel like going SHOPPPPINGGG!!!!!!! i havent shopped for eons man. and IM SERIOUS! =D -prays fervently- i hope i can get more money from my mom if i DO go out on thurs x)

i STILL want lindsay lohan's album. i have second thoughts on jason mraz's cos jieh said that only a few of his songs are nice. sooo i dunno! maybe i shld try it out in the cd shop or something x) LALALA! ima going back on sunday to go and buy moremoreMOREEE cds! =D i needa replenish my stock! XD

okay i shall be a good girl...and only come online at... 10 today. and for the rest of the time before my show, I SHALL DO HOMEWORK TO PLEASE MY MOM. wish me GOOD luck! XD (psst! you five/six going out with me better wish me MOREE GOOD luck k! cos its not gonna be fun without me XD LALA i know i am ego =D but i love myself!)

11:09 AM

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

haha ima gonna a teeny weeny part of me and jasMEANgoh's conversation =) purely for ENTERTAINMENT. XD hmm...lets take a look at amina's "omg" syndrome =)


cheryl. says:
let me introduce you to my new laughter...
cheryl. says:
of all time
*[11]. (: a floating peanut says:
omg
*[11]. (: a floating peanut says:
omg
*[11]. (: a floating peanut says:
omg
*[11]. (: a floating peanut says:
omg
*[11]. (: a floating peanut says:
omg
*[11]. (: a floating peanut says:
omg
cheryl. says:
ROLLS OUT RED CARPET./
*[11]. (: a floating peanut says:
omg
*[11]. (: a floating peanut says:
omg
*[11]. (: a floating peanut says:
omg
cheryl. says:
PLEASE WELCOME...
*[11]. (: a floating peanut says:
omg
cheryl. says:
MR WHAHA!!
*[11]. (: a floating peanut says:
omg
cheryl. says:
=D
*[11]. (: a floating peanut says:
omg
*[11]. (: a floating peanut says:
>
*[11]. (: a floating peanut says:
?*
cheryl. says:
yes yes i know he's soo
cheryl. says:
AMAZING
cheryl. says:
x)
*[11]. (: a floating peanut says:
wahaha?
cheryl. says:
mr. WHAHA
cheryl. says:
its WHAHA
cheryl. says:
not
cheryl. says:
wahaha
cheryl. says:
its WHAHA
*[11]. (: a floating peanut says:
WHAHA
*[11]. (: a floating peanut says:
HAHAHAHA
*[11]. (: a floating peanut says:
HAHA
*[11]. (: a floating peanut says:
GAGAAGAG
*[11]. (: a floating peanut says:
BAABABAB
cheryl. says:
-.-
cheryl. says:
...
*[11]. (: a floating peanut says:
=D
cheryl. says:
like real anyway laughs like that : GAGAGAGA or BABABABAB
cheryl. says:
-.-
*[11]. (: a floating peanut says:
LOL
*[11]. (: a floating peanut says:
=D
cheryl. says:
i told u you were weird..
cheryl. says:
and crazy
*[11]. (: a floating peanut says:
no iam not lah
*[11]. (: a floating peanut says:
(a tongue wagging emoticon pops up)
cheryl. says:
yes you are
cheryl. says:
*[11]. (: a floating peanut says:
(dozens of that tongue wagging emoticon pops up)
cheryl. says:
....
cheryl. says:
look at their tongues
cheryl. says:
so cute!
cheryl. says:
all wagging OUT at the same time
cheryl. says:
x)
cheryl. says:
okay i know there's no such thing as wagging OUT
*[11]. (: a floating peanut says:
LOOLOLOOLOLOL
*[11]. (: a floating peanut says:
LAME
*[11]. (: a floating peanut says:
LAME
cheryl. says:
but errr whatever!
cheryl. says:
HAHA
*[11]. (: a floating peanut says:
dont have meh
*[11]. (: a floating peanut says:
hahahahah
cheryl. says:
i dunno =/

now you get what i mean by her "omg" syndrome, no? =D

OH AND THIS CONVERSATION IS 100% COPYRIGHTED! =D

2:41 PM

okay on second thoughts, im too lazy to start filling everything up and when i was in the mood yesterday, my mom had to rush me off to bed. but i din go to bed cos i wasnt sleepy?! (as usual...) LALA! but jas' answers are damn cute lah. HAHAHAHA

anyway, i was reading my book halfway yesterday, and i started tearing =/ partly cos the book was touching and partly cos of... i dunno what either. =(

ima going out with ger, linda, amanda and supposedly wenman but she aint replying my smses =/ grahh. i think she's overseas or something =( but im not sure if my mom will allow me to go out twice in a week. boohoo. HOPEFULLY if i tell her that im going out with different friends, which is so totally true (i dun lie okay!), she MIGHT for all you know, let me out = P besides, she's on leave for this whole week plus next week so i shall tell her to go and have a massage or spa or whatever she wants to while ima out x) WHAHA! okay it may not work but err whatever! ima gonna give it a try anyway =)

hmm. i think i may not be able to go on thurs anyway. yeah =/ sorry girls! =(( if i really cant make it then we choose another day okay? =D sorry! ><

okay i shall blog later x)

TOODLES!

7:47 AM

Monday, December 05, 2005

im like indulging in music. i just realised how often i've been visiting cd shops. like once every week? i went last last week, last week to buy jay and mayday's album and dunno what else, this week supposedly to buy jason mraz's latest album and lindsay lohan's latest album and madonna's album too and i ended up buying madonna's album and ashlee simpson's one. they din have jason and lindsay's album. wth. i wanted them to most lah okay. and great, im gonna visit them AGAIN next week -.-

i seriously think i shld start working on my holiday homework. i havent touched any math hw and we only met up ONCE for OM. thats like totally PATHETIC and holidays are coming to an end. oh gosh we are such losers. GRAHHH im so frustrated with myself. why the hell do i like to procrastinate so much? it's sucha bad habit and its so difficult to get rid of it. whatthefreakinghell.

and i currently feel like killing wonglianghui yet AGAIN. okay, im always feeling so murderous towards her. all those out there beware of me =) for all you know you might me my next target. AHH OKAY im talk crap. pardon me =)

JASMINE GOH! we're like coming online at totally different times... and its quite irritating! HAHA. i dun come online in the morning cos i'd prolly be SLEEPING =D yes, i know you know by now. WHAHAHA ima such a pig. x) okay not really. its kinda caused by late nights =) but err whatever! i need my sleep okay. =)

i think madonna's funkayye. she still can dance at her age and she doesnt look 40. okay thats what i think. she's 40 plus...right? saw her music video on mtv. HHAHAHA. and she's the artist of the month! =D you know its kinda miraculous, how she can ALWAYS be in the limelight. i just find it amazing lah. cos its like usually stars will lose their fame after a while but she has always been in the limelight all this while. lala yepps!

oh and i'm currently VERY bored so i have decided to do this thingy from trish's blog which she got from jas' blog and i saw it on jas' blog but i din feel like doing then but now im really really freaking bored so i shall do it. wow what a long sentence =)

4:34 PM

Friday, December 02, 2005

I'M PROUD TO BE A DANCER. and i really am. =))

we (trish, jas, cher, charis and me) met up for OM at my house today =) we SORTA decided what qns to do but its still not confirmed yet cos im still afraid that we're gonna choose the wrong qns so we decided to go do some research on it first before REALLY DECIDING. ohwell! ahaha then we were feeling bored and cher wanted to watch hp! but the dvd player was freaking screwed. so in the end, we went to the park!

charis sucks at the see-saw thingy =) i rock man (shush. my inflating my ego again). haha i still havent lost my skill yet. YAY. okay lame =/ but i love swings! CHARIS WAS SUCHA LOSER. like real the sit was slippery. IT WASNT OKAY. =P

hahah i suddenly felt like i was a little kid all over again today. playing catching with those lil cute kids (okay maybe they arent that cute) made me feel this way! they cldnt catch me =P but frankly, i was sooooo much more innocent when i was their age okay. they said things like, "whatever" and like HELLO! i only started saying whatever like this year or last year. i think this year. =/ OHWELL. the younger generation is so...EEKS.

there was this grey guy. he can run man. he was the catcher. but he still cldnt catch me =P nehneh. then the black guy had to go and join him -.- right. and i died. =/ but they only managed to catch me once! IM PRO! but it was kinda unfair =/ cos im older than them! HAHA! but when i was caught, a little black boy saved me! HEH SO CUTE LAH! then i saved him back later =) HEH. im nice okay.

oh and that grey guy tried to guard! HOW DARE HE. cheater lah! how can guard. TSKTSK. =P you think i dunno the rules of the game? hurrr. okayyy i shant be childish and go back to the old days. shucks =/

not to mention, i ran in mud BAREFOOTED. wtshit. luckily it din rain before that or whatever. but it was still disgusting okay. hurrr. i was barefooted cos i had to throw off my slippers halfway while being chased by the grey shirt guy. they were obstructing im telling you!

oh and the black guy shld have taken off his shoes for goodness sake. they looked heavy. =/ and yeah i think it sorta prevented him from running faster. but err not my problem =)

the grey guy's quite rude. SO INSENSITIVE LAH. cos the black guy was going home. so he asked the black guy to choose another catcher. and he chose me then i was like cannot lah. not fair. then cos another two girls wanted to be the catcher so i was like, " you choose either one of them lah." then they grey guy went, "wahlao. why the catchers always so slow one." and i was like, "how can you say that?" and he went," its true what." and i was like, "but its so insultive." then he shuddup. ugh. he shld really learn to respect others. sighh.

i think the catchers shld have used their brain more...not to be mean or anything but they could have like chased me from two directions to like get me stucked right?!?! perhaps all they need is time...so lets give them time! =) (lala not like this concerns me right...)

i miss everyone who is overseas now! or in camp. cos im currently feeling REALLY lonely and BORED. grrrr. even wj's at camp with stupid lh. NOT FAIR LAH. wtcrap. =/ maybe i shld retreat to my room and freeze there. HAHAH joking =) im not so suicidal. NEHNEH!

anyway, ima going down to my room now.

TOOOOOOOODDDDDDDLLLLLLEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSS

p.s. lianghui only blogged THREE pathetic short posts when i asked her to blog ten =) HEH.

5:36 PM

Thursday, December 01, 2005

lianghui is forever indebted to me! HEH. yes she is x)) and i know she's forever grateful to me too. yayeee! okay that was random =/

anyway, the purdue diaries (its a link!) is super amusing man! go see their November 12 post. that got me laughing like crap =) if you're REALLY BORED, like i am now, go check it out!

and im currently aching like nobody's shit. thanks so much bailaoshi =) hurr. i cant even fold my legs without scringing up my face (like how lianghui cant raise her hands without doing so too) ! whahahaha. she's weird. i havent had such a BAD arm ache before =/ good luck to her =)

everyone's like going overseas already! sighh. im not going this year cos my father's not free =((( bianca's gone, lianghui's going soon (tomorrow for yf camp) and i dunno who =/ or rather i cant remember. HAHA! i dun see any reason why i shld come online after thurs already =) cos... jas doesnt come online as much already! and those people whom i usually talk to are all OVERSEAS. ugh. so irritating. ohwell. i think i have to resort to SLAMDUNK =/ i shall watch all the episodes my brother watched without me. he's such an ass! and he scolds me when i watch it without him (and thats only when he goes to the toilet) -.- i therefore classify this as BULLYING. ohwell, what to do? im younger and weaker than him =(

lianghui loves this face : >:( i think it looks so retarded and...kinda ugly. go look at her posts -.- they're like FULL OF THEM?!?!?! and im not an official abandoner yet okay. u abandon me more than i do =) nehneh!

grahhhhhh its really very very super duper BORING i think im going to take a nap x) okie i shall post later, if i feel like =P HAHAHA!

TOOOOOOOOOOOOOODLES!

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